monday 6 december

Today is all about getting serious with what needs to be put into a better position so that it feels more valuable. We are deeply appraising what is around us and things feel palpable in letting us know if we should go for this. There will be dead feelings and there will be alive feelings. What you touch into is going to give off something and this is to get you tuning into your senses in a new way where you aren’t just gunning it because you feel expected to -- but are slowing down to really see if this is for you.

A few weeks ago, I tuned into new body senses that help me see what is a yes and what is a no. I discovered that when it is a no, the front of my body feels heavy and dense. And when it is a yes, my upper back tingles. It's like, when it is a no, I am being stopped by energy keeping me from moving forward on it -- and when it is a yes, they move me along and bring this sparkly feeling at my backside.

And ALL OF US have body signs like this that we have never even noticed because we are living for the old world and always gunning it towards what we have been programmed to choose for – WHICH benefits big pharma, big oil and the absurdly rich. ALL THINGS are wired to get you supporting others who ARE doing corrupt and exploitative things. Our world is built on grooves that go against who we are, but that support this thing that we are then conned into believing we can't live without. Just like if you drink coffee daily, you think you need to drink it to function. But if you don’t drink it for about a week, you don’t need it as you awaken your natural energy.

All of our paths need to be thought out in better ways, and through our body really letting us know. As we awaken, our choices will change, and it can feel like a depressing scene to see all these things NOT approve of you or not fit like they used to do. But this part of the journey is getting you to realize your own value and get you going into the caves of life to understand where you were manipulated to be a smaller being.

Even with the Bible, which I heard there was an earlier version discovered a few years ago that was handed over to the Vatican to examine -- which we will never see again because the earlier version had Jesus NOT being murdered. He was a messenger, but he wasn’t killed. And one thing I have to say about the Bible is, God is love, right? So why then is the Bible full of all this fear, and they say, don’t think you are wise, fear the lord! And people call themselves God fearing Christians.

But if God is love, as I know it to be, why is there all this fear in the Bible. And if ALL YOU HAVE TO DO in this complex world of ours, is say that you accept Jesus Christ as your personal savior, and you are 100% erased of all harm done and are forgiven completely -- if that is all you have to do, then why be God fearing? It’s confusing to me, but I also know there was an earlier Bible that told another story – so that there would be grooves trying to get us supporting this other thing is not much of a shock to me! I say God is love and it wants you to be WISE! It wants you to be powerful and alive and loving – and to treat yourself as if you are a special thing. That IS God is love.