I was born into a super poor and unstable foundation where fear of how to put food on the table and keep the power on was the daily. We moved about every 2 years and always in the middle of school sessions. My mother hated me the moment I was conceived and she couldn't wake up to what she was doing until I was 11. I wasn’t loved on or touched kindly or valued or encouraged to be something or complimented AT ALL in my childhood. I was ignored – or given mean looks.
So – I learned to move with my Mars in the last degree of Sagittarius, in the last degree of my 12th house, along with my Jupiter/Neptune conjunction in Sagittarius in the 11th house and I went off and wandered in life. I explored alone out in nature and through the neighborhoods and farms and graveyards. From age 4 on, if you wanted to find me, I was out by myself walking in the woods.
So – I am as flawed as they come and have not been raised to be anything in particular. I grew organically like a weed and am not professional or proper as many may need me to be. I just do my thing.
I also have a Venus in Aquarius in the 1st house and in a mutual reception trine with Uranus in Libra in the 9th house. -- I DO MY THING – and don’t know what else to do. I’m not that good at faking things and I always said I could NEVER be an actress because I would laugh and not be able to pretend and be this other person. I did think I would grow up to be a comedian though! I CAN be on stage – but not by pretending to be another person.
Because I was not protected AT ALL and was SO wounded, I have had to learn through all the wrong moves that people who are wounded make. I still am a work in progress AND it is a miracle I am here today.
But because of my past, where I was treated like trash, and my unique design and codes, I KNOW how every one of you struggles -- and I know your pain. I feel you, my love. I don't judge because I have done it all, too.
But. I never have been one to give up – from all that Sagittarius in me -- and I DON’T speak to myself like I heard while growing up. I was so destroyed and devalued that I WILL NEVER do that to myself as an adult. And I have stuck by that for decades. I NEVER put myself down. It's something that qualifies me to now teach you the way. Because I am proof that we can change.
I also am called a Record Keeper, of which there currently are 67 awakened, and we don’t have to study to understand things. We just organically know things. I haven’t even read a book to learn anything in 25 years! For this reason, all of my work is unique and NONE OF IT comes from other books or teachers. Nothing with my work is ever a copy and paste version. It all comes straight from my soul, with Spirit lighting the way.
I was born to stand at the bridge and to help people let go of their past and start again seeing for the amazing beings they ARE down deep. I see you. I feel your struggles. And I know how to keep at the steps that get us talking a new way and manifesting joy after a lifetime of pain.
I accept my position and will serve in getting YOU to the other side where you are loving and valuing your time on Earth.