wednesday 15 december

Good morning! Okay, first off, I have to go back to what we wrote about yesterday because as you know I do these readings a few weeks early, but a few hours later I heard that Stray Rescue St. Louis raised over $400,000 FROM all the people taking over and spreading the message on Giving Tuesday! As I said, Facebook closing their account is what pushed the air of the balloon into another area, where the people took control and spread the message of the need. From the rescue group’s reaction, it looks like this was their most successful donation time because it drew in people from all over the world.

THIS is New Earth, and THIS is how it's done. Think, TOGETHER. And think, THERE IS A WAY. The new wind blowing through is not going to have us looking at the controlling forces that try to dominate or manipulate us in the same way. This means we won’t be so quick to feel defeat because our beautiful new brains are going to start looking to see where the backfire is going to actually move something in a better way. It will be when we start to grow wiser in processing the limitations of life where we aren’t so quick to think there isn’t a way out.

What happens when you get into your 40s and 50s is that you grow the badass feelings you only think you are when you are younger. It comes because of all the experiences that flip you inside out and upside down, that GIVE YOU the skills to actually face challenges with strength. Saturn won’t stop pounding people in their first return until they are about 36 to 38 – and it pounds and pounds so that you are tenderized into a badass with heart, instead of a “badass” with big walls.
The tenderizing is what is happening when we see doors slam in our face and big dreams collapse when we thought we were totally secure. We get tenderized by the brutal and cold winters that force us into learning new adaptation skills. But what we all get to discover is that the harder it is, the stronger we love and the more gratitude we feel for the miracle of life on Earth. Challenges birth stars who get to see they DO have what it takes. But until we sit at the edge of the cliff and pushed into struggle, we aren’t really in connection with what we manifest in life. Ease brings boredom and a negligent appreciation for things. Challenges birth you to see you can do way more than you thought you could do. And when you rise with this volcano knowing, it will spread to other areas of your life.

Understand that your challenges are unique, and they are here to get you growing a new crop in other areas of your life. Allow roadblocks to get you dreaming about where this will fire energy and get something else moving. Don’t ever look at a closed door in the same way you used to. Look around. Something will be there that will give you strength when you move through the new process. You are NOT being left out in the cold. Don’t accept a block as the end.