MAY 5 | Thursdayby Kerryanna Vanzo
Okay my loves! We are getting into some big lessons about honoring what we are feeling while also working to create a better world to see where we hold ourselves with more value and aren’t so quick to destroy ourselves because of the things in life we see as mistakes because they didn't work out as planned.
Even how I have to suddenly move from a home I love because I discovered that my house is actually a health hazard where no one should live, AND that the owners are not going to do anything about it. They ignored all my declarations and boundaries saying they did not provide me with a safe home like they wanted me to believe. They cut corners and didn’t cover the bases to instead just get someone in there quickly to start paying rent. So, I COULD still stay here and get sicker from the toxins CLEARLY impacting my health and well-being – OR, I could jump ship and leap into the mystery to find something that DOES support me.
Fortunately, a new home opportunity arrived within an hour of knowing I needed to change, when I decided to put my health first – and not just keep looking the other way and hoping it would be okay because I loved my home environment so much.
So, timing matters -- and all our wrong moves ACTUALLY are there on purpose to get us making better moves in the future. Mistakes ARE life and they always prove to be blessings down the way IF we surrender and look to NOT BEING A VICTIM and here to suffer, but rather, an authority, here to learn all the best decisions and to REALLY KNOW what is a yes and what is a no. From trial and error, we learn our best way. And if that means we walk the error of our wounded expectations 100 times before we get it right. GOOD ON US!!
We are only to see that this life is teaching us to be our truth and to find home again in valuing our bodies to expect the best. Mistakes were needed for you to make better decisions. So be kind with yourself when you look back and think you got so much wrong. You DID – but you needed to. We all needed the error of our ways. None of us are perfect and we only get healed from the hard work that shows us we COULD go for more if we love ourselves enough to trust the meandering road that gets us through the schooling where we learn what we need to feel safe and secure. Trust your process and be softer in appraising what NEEDED to be there to get you rebirthing and finding your true home. Home is where the heart is, so be sure to listen to what your heart is telling you.